About Me

Hi.


I have decided to start this blog anonymously since my other blog is too open with readers to write these sorts of stories.

Let's begin early on:


I lost my virginity when I was 17 to a man who didn't matter. After that I went wild sleeping with three guys in a matter of months.


I tied down with someone serious, who later became my husband and had the BEST sex of my LIFE.

But then I cheated, not once, not twice, but THREE times.


Moving on, I fessed up, he forgave me and we married.





A few years down the road, while pregnant, I cheated again. Only this time it was worse. In our home, with his friend.


The struggle continued.


Again, he has forgiven me and we have moved on, mostly.



We've tried marriage counseling, we have talked, we have tried to work through things, but the simple fact is, I'm not fulfilled.


I want and love sex.



I am dying to experience other women. I am dying to try off the wall enhancements, threesomes, orgies. I want to try everything.


Only he doesn't seem to have an interest. In me. In sex.


I don't understand it.




So here I have come to blog on it, anonymously.


I'd love some feedback, but even if you don't care to respond, feel free to read through my struggles.